Wednesday, July 20, 2005 ++
So, when i thought that life was turning to a better lane for me, i was terrible wrong i shouldnt have let the heart control that steering wheel. Now i'm even more fucked that ever. This is just plain rubbish.
And so the story goes, joycelyn met this guy he was pretty nice. She fell in love with him thinking hey it is a good thing, old love is out of her heart!
She spent o-so happy days with him like my birthday. it was really nice, wasnt some big event actually. i love my classmates. they bought a cake for me. love u guys.. heex.
alright to cut things short, due to my odd behavior and self-pitiness, quarrel arised. well it got really bad. i dont know what to do. it suppose to be o-so-sweet. Now my hearts are spread into pieces, dumped into the middle of the sea, lost in the bermuda triangle.
so what in the world did i do to deserve all these men!! i didnt pray enough?! i dont know what to do. i really dont. i dont know. i just want to be happy. happy as can be. guess all my thinkings were wrong. what have i learnt in 17 years. nothing.
i'm really sad now. i want u all to say fuck with me.. 1,2,3.."fuck" 9:35 AM
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